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[24 Nov 2007|04:39pm] |
I hate Livejournal but I guess I can't be picky considering it's the easiest way to talk to you fools. So, Christmas Party? When is everyone available and I'm assuming it's going to be at the Tracy residence?
Here's the deal:
-My dad and Tracy want to have a little get together for my birthday on Dec. 14 at their house. I would love for you all to come but understand if you can't (It's a Friday). If not we could go out to dinner on the 15th together or whenever you guys are available.
-I think it would be awesome to have our party on the 22nd but I dont know what everyone is doing. We could even have it on the 15th though I do prefer to not have anything interfere with my birthday weekend! Joking-Just let me know what you guys would rather do so we can get this shit rolling.
P.S.-I'm assuming it's just the fab five-let me know if you want to invite anyone else.
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(4 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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| See what happens? |
[15 Jun 2007|12:10am] |
I decide to read this shit for the first time in like a month because it's too effing hot to sleep and I get severely irritated by something that I read.
Never Fails.
So, update time?
My family is pissing me off again- no surprise.
I want to take a trip to see the bro before he goes to war, anyone up for a trip to the middle of the desert?
Moving pretty soon, moving sucks but at least maybe the internet will work.
Starting my internship on the 25th-Only speak to me on weekends.
BFD was good with the three amigos, too bad Rachel almost died from a random sickness. And we forgot the bull horn.
The futon finally took a shit and died. Don't worry Rachel, we will designate a new sleeping place.
Paintball next weekend, who's playing?? Don't be a bitch Courtney, you know you want to play!!
And then camping, is it cold where we are going?? Can I bring a personal fan if it's not??
Ok, I'm gonna watch some Melrose Place and go to bed.
P.S.- Don't talk shit about The Village! That was Ron Howard's daughter, are you mental??
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| OMG! She's actually posting |
[19 Oct 2006|06:48pm] |
So the past few weeks have been delightful. Kinda.
My mom, brother, and sister are three of the most awesome people in the world and I can't stand to live away from them any longer!
School has been a bitch and a half. I like it but I have no time to do anything besides homework.
I miss a lot of people and don't miss a lot of other people. I'm finding that I have a very limited amount of faith in most people.
Work is excellent. It keeps me busy and I get to spend my days with the happiest people I know. A new girl just got hired and I love her already! I was nervous because there is always that chance that your boss will hire a bitch.
I have to do this assignment for my intro to rec. therapy class where I have to be in a wheelchair for 4 hours, then I have to push someone in a wheelchair for 4 hours. Demanding ass teachers.
I swore I didn't want to make any friends at school but there are only like 60 people in my major and I already feel like we are family.
Things are going well in general. I love halloween!!
I love you all, suckas.
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(9 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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[07 Dec 2005|06:43pm] |
Sunday is my last day at Starbucks. Yay!
Odd people are trying to sneak their way back into my life. Not gonna happen.
I miss a few people right now. I wish I had the time to tell you how cool I think you are and how glad I am that we're friends. That was to two of you. I hope you know who you are, but you probably don't so I'll call you soon and we'll do that thing that pissed everyone off. I know this sounds cryptic, deal with it.
Some people are so damn fickle that it makes me wanna puke. Make a decision, stick with it, and don't ever talk to me about it again. Ya heard?
P.S. I really don't want to hear about this nonsense. I have nothing to say except for "Yes, that dissappoints me greatly." and "Wow, you must forget things really quickly." and "Ewwwwwww."
I guess I did have something to say.Ha!
Try not to ask if this was about you.
Thanks.
Love you.
Bye.
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(4 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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| So... |
[28 Nov 2005|02:38am] |
It occured to me that it was pretty rude to have a livejournal and to use it only to see what my friends are up to.
So...Update time
Thanksgiving wasn't really like Thanksgiving at all. There was so much else going on this past week that I didnt feel thankful for at all really.
When I did stop to be thankful for the great things in my life, I ended up missing those that are not able to be with me as often as I wish, or ever for that matter.
I haven't been to sleep yet, and I'm not going to because I have to be at work in an hour and fifteen minutes. My sleep habits have been really terrible lately, worse than usual. I guess that's explainable.
Living in Pleasanton is odd. I didn't plan on or want to move out of Tracy until I did it on my own. I guess everything seems more shitty when you don't have a say. It just really sucks not knowing where things are or having a place to go when you just need to get away. I had so many places that were just mine in old T-Town. So many places that I could just drive my car to and just be alone with myself (I hope that makes sense).
Long story short: I am in need of thankfulness, time, sleep, and the end of this semester. I need less stress, more love, and a place to be alone.
Now you know what's going on.
Nothingnotmuchverylittle.
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| I will miss you boys! |
[27 May 2005|04:51pm] |
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Dont Punch Lanky: goodbye my buddy, ill see you in a month
vetothis16: Im crying
vetothis16: have fun dear
vetothis16: dont die
Dont Punch Lanky: i shall
Dont Punch Lanky: i hope not
Dont Punch Lanky: and just remember....
Dont Punch Lanky: Jamone
vetothis16: Jamone to you too
Dont Punch Lanky: lol
vetothis16: but seriously, have fun. get some midwestern ass
Dont Punch Lanky: lol i can only hope
vetothis16: you will
vetothis16: peace out sucka!
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| You don't owe me anything, but maybe you should. |
[03 May 2005|01:49pm] |
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It sucks how I only feel the need to write in here when I'm hurt or angry.
So let us start off with something nice...
I got an email today from someone who was once very important to me. I loved it. Sometimes you don't realize how many people have actually touched your life. I feel so blessed at times to have had so many friends and loves over the years. I do miss some of them so much. I miss certain people's smiles, the way they made me feel, stood behind me, held my hand, never let me feel less than wonderful. These certain people ALWAYS made me feel appreciated, I will thank them silently everyday for that.
So, to you with the black hair and amazing smile; and you, my three golden beauties: I love you, miss you, and thank you.
But now, after all that sugarniceness; I do feel, well I can't even really find a word for it right now. I went to the dentist today and he poked at my teeth and it sucked. That's how I feel right now. About you, about things.I feel like I try to make things great but it's obviously not enough. I feel like I am being punished for things I can't control. And even if I could control them I wouldn't want to because I love it all. Maybe that's what you should do. Start looking at the things you love. And if one of those things is me, I would appreciate it greatly if you would act like it. Thanks.
Its days like these that make me want to be alone. Yes, you heard me. Sometimes I think I would be fine without you and your self-pity. Ok, so not alone. Just without you. Or you. Or you.
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[28 Apr 2005|01:10pm] |
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There is no loyalty.
I feel like I am being fed bullshit.
Why should I even attempt to defend anyone when there is no loyalty in return??
Never again.
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(5 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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| Wait! I have to be cool too! |
[30 Mar 2005|11:01am] |
Do this shit bitch!
- Pick 25 artist and your favorite song to go with each artist.
- Have people guess what the favorite song is.
- When someone gets it right, bold it and post the song with the name of the person who guessed it.
Artists:
1. The Used- Blue and Yellow, Rachel
2. Anti-Flag
3. Taking Back Sunday- Cute without the E, Rachel
4. Brand New- Ok I believe you but my tommy gun dont, Rachel
5. My Chemical Romance- ...Guys like us in Prison, Rachel
6. The Postal Service- Nothing Better, Rachel
7. Onelinedrawing- Crush on Everyone, Jason
8. Jewel- Life Uncommon, Rachel
9. Madonna
10. Poison- Unskinny Bop, Jason
11. Bon Jovi
12. The Killers- Jenny was a Friend of Mine, Rachel
13. Jimmy Eat World- The Authority Song, Jason
14. Tori Amos- Me and a Gun, Jason
15. Linkin Park (Fuck Off)- My December, Jason
16. New Radicals
17. Joni Mitchell- A Case of You, Jason
18. Miles Davis- My Funny Valentine, Jason
19. Violent Femmes
20. CandleBox- Far Behind, Jason
21. Stabbing Westward- What do I have to do, Jason
22. Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Man, Jason
23. AFI
24. Kenny Chesney
25. Color Me Badd- I wanna sex you up, Jason
Much Much more but thats cool for now.
If you get them right, Ill kiss you. On the lips.
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(6 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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| Long day already |
[07 Mar 2005|08:53am] |
Today is gonna be ridiculous. I can already tell. I'm in the computer lab, ass early in the morning. I'm tired and I'm hungry. But what's new right?
Yesterday was a great day despite me still being sick as hell.
I hate livejournal.
I hate updating livejournal. Obviously.
My one act is Wednesday and Friday. Feeling pretty whatever about it. Let's just get it over with you know?
I wasn't pissed off at you untill I came here. I knew it would end up like that. Oh, well. It's your grave. I hope you learn to grow up soon. I'm pretty bored with you. Thanksokbye.
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[14 Feb 2005|09:28am] |
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I do like Valentine's Day, but it is a Hallmark holiday and I do think that you should show love to those you feel deserve it every chance you get. So, let's pretend it's any normal day and let me say: I LOVE YOU GUYS. I also feel you should not leave out those that you don't love: FUCK YOU TOO BUDDY. Anyway, have a wonderful day everyone. Go out and get some lovin'. Smooches!
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[20 Jan 2005|06:43pm] |
I just don't get it.
Didn't your mama teach you how to treat others?
My knife is much scarier. You're right on that one.
Refer to me again and iwillpunchyouintheface.
Is that immature enough for you?
Am I on your level yet?
We will not work this out.
I don't associate with liars.
I'm serious.
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[20 Jan 2005|01:05pm] |
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I am in such a lovely mood today.
I am tired but thats ok.
Rachel's birthday is tomorrow- if only people would stop the shit for one day.
Cut the shit yo!!
yeah right- like that's gonna happen.
If only you knew.
HHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHHAAAAAAA.
SBW-we hate you.
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[19 Jan 2005|09:40am] |
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Im in the computer lab- the geeks are out in full force.
Hhhhhhaaaaaa. If you only knew. I don't even feel bad-you brought this on yourself. Dumbass.
Tired of people feeling sorry for themselves and playing the victim.
Don't say my name unless I'm next to you, learn this now. Or die. Seriously.
Sorry we're not good enough for you. Have fun finding yourself.
Allergies can suck a fat one today.
Friday will be a good day.
Love you.
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| Really, who does that? |
[04 Jan 2005|12:12am] |
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Just love.
I Love you.
Don't go, it's gonna suck so terribly.
In other news,
YOU are so gay.
I am so disappointed in you
Ugly...
I tried to sleep-not working
sleep sucks without you
Get a life
try not to make me a part of your bullshit next time
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(4 fragile flames | run with the hunted, the untamed)
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[29 Dec 2004|05:18pm] |
This is fucking bullshit.
My feelings are hurt and for good fucking reason.
You guys are making me out to be the asshole because I'm hurt?
That's real fucking nice.
I never wanted it to come to this but you all obviously want to make this something bigger than it was to begin with.
Cathy and I talked- was it necessary after that to make a whole post about how (and this is how I took it)you really were sorry but I was wrong for being upset and irrational for canceling the whole thing? -Fuck no that wasn't necessary.
It was pretty much over for me after Cathy and I talked but I assume you all want to duke it out since you keep fucking egging it on.
So- Lets duke it out then if that is what you need.
I don't need or like drama-you all know that- my feelings were hurt and I am not one to hide when that happens.
I canceled the party because honestly you guys acted like you could care fucking less that I was throwing a party for us.
The polite thing , if you didnt know what was going on would have been to ask me, but you didnt do the polite thing did you?
No-you made your own fucking plans to ditch my party. That hurt my feelings.
I will not apoligize for having hurt feelings. This, to me, is about nothing more than New Year's. If it's more than that for anyone else- you need to bring it the fuck out in the open.
I had hoped that we wouldn't have to do this. I had hoped that this wouldn't ruin friendships.
I WILL not put up with you acting like I'm an asshole because my feelings are hurt and you hurt them (on purpose or not)
You will not ever say that your apoligies don't mean anything or that your opinion doesn't matter if you want to keep this friendship- and that goes for everyone.
This is fucking bullshit. A new fucking low. You all know me and you know what I will and will not put up with from people. This shit needs to stop right fucking now and some shit needs to be fixed or I am done. I will not be a part of friendships where people show no regard for their friend's feelings.
You need to remember why this started and show some character- my feelings were hurt. Do you wanna end what we have over this?
Do you?
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